Thursday, June 24, 2010

copper top

last tuesday morning, 6/15, i woke up and realized our sweet dog, copper, wasn't home. he is master houdini and is always out roaming the neighborhood, so while it wasn't completely out of the ordinary, i was a bit worried. when i got home at 11:45 from the grocery store and he still wasn't home, i knew something was wrong. we put up signs that afternoon, chase rode around all wednesday afternoon calling for him and looking for him. we put more signs up wednesday night and thursday morning chase got a call that we didn't want to get. i don't even know how to type the words, so i'm not going to. it was like a losing a family member. we got him about a month after we got married and he was our first "child". i've been putting off this post, but i know i will want to have something to look back on. so here's a letter to my sweet boy, in hopes of bringing some closure.

sweet copper,
thank you for 3.5 wonderful years. you were the best dog a family could ask for. i remember when my mom called and asked if i wanted a dog because you had showed up at a friend of her's house. my first response was "no!" but she talked about how sweet you were, that you were house trained (big selling point) and you needed a home. she said you were a hound and i just had to name you copper, because i love in "fox and the hound" where the dog says "my name's copper and i'm a hound dog!"
we had to wait several weeks for you, because you had been to the haven and had to get fixed before you could come home. granddad picked you up for us and brought you home because chase had to work that night. i remember when i got you in the house and it was just me and you. you sat in front of the fire place and i sat on the couch and we looked at each other like "well now what am i going to do with you?" but it didn't take long for you to nuzzle your way into my heart and become a part of the family.
you were the first one who knew i was pregnant with caedmon. when i saw those 2 pink lines, i grabbed you, hugged you, and took you on a walk in the fresh spring air. then i called chase. when caedmon came along, you were amazing. you were like a big brother, always watching out for him, letting me know if he needed something. if he was crying in his room and i wasn't running that way, you would pace up and down the hall wimpering for me to come see what he needed.
when caedmon was about 8 months old and moving around well, i left you two in the living room to go get something out of my bedroom. i heard the faintest wimper coming from the living room so i ran down the hall. caedmon had climbed on your back like you were a horse. when you saw me, you ever so gently rose up on your front legs, sliding him down onto the floor. it was the sweetest thing. you didn't want him on your back, but there was no way you were dumping him off without me seeing what happened.
you weren't perfect by any means, but you were beyond perfect for us. you were stubborn and hard headed. but you fit right in. you listened better than caedmon most days. when we would leave, we always asked "cop, you wanna go out back or in your kennel?" and you always made your choice, mostly the kennel on hot and cold days and out back during the mild weather. most of the time if you saw us getting ready to go, you just headed straight to your kennel.
everyone around knew you and loved you. at our first house, the neighbors would let you in their house to hang out all the time. if we couldn't find you, you were usually hanging out inside someone's house.
you will be missed sweet boy. you weren't a pet or a friend, you were a member of the family and you will be missed as such. i'm so thankful we had you, even if it was for a much shorter time than i imagined.
we love you cop cop.

life with a toddler

**i realize i have yet to finish my disney world posts. those pictures are on chase's computer, so it will have to wait til another day. however, i couldn't go another day without breaking my blogging hiatus.**

i just love all the things my caedmonster comes up with. this is by far my most favorite age (albeit the most challenging one as well.)

recent "caedmonisms":

"mommy, you see that moon? it's crazy!"

me: "caedmon, where's your nose?"
c: "right here beside my mouf!"
me: "where's your ear?"
c: "right here beside my hair!"
me: "where's your eye?"
c: "right here beside my nother eye"

me: "ouch my feet hurt."
c: "you feet hurting? you need flip flops? you got your flip flops?"

a few weeks ago, my sister was carrying caedmon down some stairs and slipped on the last one. she skinned her knee pretty bad and caedmon's scalp grazed the ground (but was barely scraped). he woke up the next morning saying "tia and caedmon fell down and tia got a red bobo!" he was so worried about her "red bobo".



Thursday, May 20, 2010

Magic Kingdom

After breakfast, we headed to Magic Kingdom. After our 2 hour bus ordeal, we were thankful it was only a 2 minute ride on the monorail!
We had an awesome, yet tiring, day. We rode "Its a Small World", "Pirates of the Caribbean", "Big Thunder Mountain Railroad", "Peter Pan", and walked through Minnie and Mickey's houses. Caedmon took napped in his stroller for over an hour, straight through lunch, and he would have slept longer but we had to wake him up so we didn't miss our FastPass for Peter Pan. We stayed until 7, when the kids had had enough, and headed back to the resort to eat dinner and hang out at the pool. We even got to see fireworks from epcot by our pool!

mickey ears!

classic castle picture

"it's a small world after all"

OUT like a light

minnie mouse!

mr. cool

hanging out in minnie's house with caedmon and mary caroline

he pulled 3 big mickeys down and piled on top!

Breakfast with Mickey (and pluto, lilo, and stitch)

We had an AH-MAY-ZING time in Disney World. Caedmon was in HEAVEN and enjoyed every single moment we were there. When we saw the WDW sign, Chase said "Look Caedmon, it's Disney World!!" Caedmon's response? "can I hold it?!" How cute is that?
Our first night we went to Downtown Disney and had dinner at Wolfgang Puck Express. It was delicious! Caedmon had fruit and a bowl of sprinkles for dinner...only in Disney World!
Thursday morning we were out the door by 8:00 to go have breakfast with Mickey at O'Hana. We had reservations for 9:15 and were told to allow an hour for transportation between resorts. Well, an hour turned into almost 2 hours after we had bad instructions on which buses to take! The kiddos were pretty good sports for all of the bus riding we did.
caedmon riding the "mickey mouse clubhouse schoolbus"

dancing with stitch in the parade


meeting Mickey!!

meeting pluto


family picture




Sunday, May 9, 2010

Mother's Day





Caedmon,

What a joy it is to be your mom!  You make every day better. Even when you drive me crazy, I wouldn't change being your mom for anything.  Your laughter makes my heart smile and I cherish every sweet hug and kiss you give me.  I never get tired of hearing "mommy", "momma", or even "mom" (though you are too young to call me that).  You have the sweetest personality and love making people laugh!  Most Sunday mornings you tell daddy "I don't wanna go see mommy, I wanna watch Mickey!" but today you marched right in and said "happy mothers day mommy" and it was the best gift from my little daddy's boy!  You seemed to know it was my special day all day and asked me to hold you more than normal.  
Thank you, Caedmon, for making me a mommy.  I can't imagine life without your sweet smile and eyes full of expression.  
I love you baby boo!!!
Mommy

Friday, April 16, 2010

caedmonese

C: "mommy, you so cute."
Me:  "caedmon, you so cute."
C: "no, i so handsome."

"i got sumpin for you. you got sumpin for me?"

chase and caedmon were driving home one night and there was a HUGE full moon. chase said "caedmon look at that full moon!" to which caedmon replied "no, daddy, that circle moon!"  

"no mommy! let caedmon! MOMMY, do you need to go to timeout? say 'I'm sorry caedmon'"

"caedmon can you cry?"
"mmm-mmm I'm TOO happy!"


Monday, April 5, 2010

the things they say

sunday morning i was telling caedmon about easter and how it was about jesus.  funny kid goes "jesus! jesus! jesa (gee-zuh), jesa, cheez-it! i want cheez-its!"